Just a Little somthing
Mood:  blue
Lights
I close my eyes
To keep my pain covered up
As I turn the light out
So no one can see inside of me
And you can’t try and figure out why I hurt.
I cover up my face
To keep my emotions from spilling out
As I put a blanket over the light
So the light dozen’t leak out
And you realize my pain.
I sleep
To keep from letting my feelings fall
As the light burns out
So no one knows why I hurt
And you will not figure out the emotions I have.
On the inside these lights burn me
As I try and keep covered up
So my pain dozen’t hurt you
As bad as it hurts me.
These lights burn on for days
Trying to show you how I feel
But it hurts too bad
To try and keep the pain hidden any longer.

School
Mood:  chillin'
Hey Bloggers
Well Mark wasn't at school today...he problem new Will was going to kick his ass! Any ways I am happy for Will though he is now going out with Starla!! (ONE OF MY BFF)Yeah go Will!! Still not really over me and Mark...but Hopefully it wont take much longer. I did have fun chillin with bobby ( other friend) I stole his hat. Ha Ha! But I just have to ask..........why are most guys ass holes???!! I mean if there making fun of you or playing a trick to impress there stupid friends there crushing your hart. I have decided that I will never love agin.....that way I WONT GET HURT it will work I need a guy...........I can Handel myself! yeah......well tune in tomorrow for more on my lost world.....
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Mark
Mood:  down
Hey Fellow Bloggers,
Well me and Mark broke up today...Let me say that again Mark crushed my hart.....I fell sooo hurt! I liked him soo much, love sucks.....I thought that I would be ok with this but I can't get him out of my head! It hurts so bad.... It's like you think of this one person all the time...u think they feel the same way.....then BOOM! It's all over......sure you say your not upset but inside............ it's a pain indescribable! I thought turnning 14 (My b-day was on the 20th)would bring happy endings. I want to thank my friend Will! He is such a help in hard times...thanks bud! :)
Well I am to upset to type so I will say good bye....For more tune in I will right about how summer school went with mark..tomarrow
Quote From Will:pain withing my soul.deshions in my mind
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